(I speak portuguese too. I'm from Brazil).

So, it's interesting for you to know that it is impossible for me to get back together with her again. I cannot even touch her or my stomach aches...
But to stay friends it's possible, manageable, and also interesting. She will always have in her concept that I forgave her, and will always feel that owe me something for it.

......tired.......we talk more later......nice week.....